Give me a bombay sapphire please? I can't stand my feelings right now. I can't control them either.
I am becoming a Darren Ho. One who uses time and alcohol to forget the loved one. I am still being protective today. I can't seem to make them go away.
I wish I never met him before. At least I won't endure the pain, the hurt. Argh!!!
Just what the hell am I doing now?
What is happening to me?
No frigging way that this is happening. I don't want to jeopardise our friendship. I really don't wish to. My heart is crying and bleeding. Who is willing to stop that agony in me??? I feel like sleeping all my troubles away, but that won't help much.
I am really tired. Argh!!!!
FML...