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Meishell One day, I will have my fairytale ending with you.

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*Lionel*
*Kok Keong*
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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

To be honest to myself, I couldn't sleep well due to my confusion that has been disturbing me for the past few days...
Even though I'm back to square one. I feel as if I'm unstable that I can't balance myself on the beam balance and on the verge of falling.
It's like I love you very much, but it scares me.
It scares me that once school reopens, you will treat me like what you did before we broke up once last year, the coldness, the loneliness, well, it scares me.
I know that school will remain your first priority. I mean like, who doesn't? But I don't want us to come to a point where we don't even meet up and you talk to me lesser and lesser and once again, dejavu.
Like that I see no point in patching up with me.
I'm not asking you to be a 24/7 boyfriend.
I want a boyfriend who is willing to spend time with me, being romantic(I'm want this!) listen to my woes, share my fun, joy and laughter, treat me as his the other half, willing to share his burdens with me, no secrets between us, takes risks for me as I do to him, accept me for who I am, and love me for who I am.(ALL VERY IMPORTANT).
After saying this, I feel much better but somehow or rather, it's better that you don't read it. It will only make you think more and oh well, sigh... You know what I mean