After talking to bbff yestrd, I finally understood how you felt about us. I should say that this is all my fault. I brought this upon us. For I'm childish and clingy. I never try to understand from your point of view. I know how hard it is for you. And we didn't start off with a good start, I'm sorry for whatever I said to you yestrd. I'm really sorry. I don't hate you. I really can't bring myself to. I'm sorry, this is all my fault. BBFF told me this, "NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU RECONCILE WITH HIM/HER, IT"S TOTALLY WORTH IT FOR YOU LOVE HIM/HER." And I agree to what he said. You are totally worth it. I'm sorry for treating you like shit. I trigger many angry points and I'm sorry. I just want you to be happy that's all I just wanna say this, YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT SITUATION, CIRCUMSTANCES WE ARE IN. I will still continue to love you... For you have given me times, memories, love that I will never ever forget...