Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Love this song today, none of us are in the right or in the wrong, we just overlooked one another, to become what we are today and truth to be told, I haven't been reading blogs for a long time.
The things that I went through these days made me a whole lot mature.
From the bold daring one to the outcasted one in class now, I grew a lot and have seen the society enough to know that people are naturally two faced. And the people I only trust now are the people hanging around me.
I used to be the clingy and childish one,
I never considered that in a relationship, you don't have to meet or talk everyday, just a once in a while meet-up will do. Never did I thought that I brought you happiness because I tend to bring unhappiness and anger to you.
Envying people like jai and fauziah donesn't help much.
Even though they don't study in the same school, don't meet up much or talk much either, they always make it a point to meet every week. I feel even worse if they ask me out for lunch like today and I feel like the third party aka the lightbulb, but they didn't mind.
I mean really, I feel bad they that they only get to meet once a week, I am totally sorry about that.Partially the reason for me to let you free was the open-ness of our relationship, I don't deny that if we were open about it, there won't be any problems, perhaps fewer problems.
I also don't deny the fact that I still haven't gotten over you.
I totally understand the fact that no matter how much you love that person, whatever you do for that person is totally worth it.
I have grown to love someone that's really worth my time though he has hurt me time again and again.
It's the thought that keeps me going.
Love is blind, love never tells you what is right or wrong. Just trust your instincts and follow it, for my door will be always open for you...
*** I have never stop -------- about you.
** Every place we use to go kinda bring back my emotions.
* I try to not have high hopes and think so much.
♥SWAK
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