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Sunday, June 26, 2011

地球上最浪漫的一首歌

如果我这次猜拳猜输了
会不会我就被神取消了
我爱你的资格
未来会怎样谁敢保证呢
此时此刻怎么轻飘飘的
好像不是真的
真的以为情歌还不都是骗人的
真的忘了变成哑巴有多久了

依依不舍舍不得
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐
只是你借给我的
紧紧抱着拥抱着
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克
因为你而完整了完美了

把此刻翻折翻折再翻折
折成一万一千一百一十零一只千纸鹤
如果说梦是现实的反射
能不能就这样让我们赖在一起睡着了
真的自己原来还有做梦的资格
原来伤过心的心还是肉做的
把不可能变可能
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
你眼神里那一种光泽
心里还是热热的

最亲爱的心爱的
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
把苦苦的变的甜甜的
因为你是而获得找到了
找到了

I thought about a lot of things today.

Too many running through my mind.

Who would have thought I am such a 痴心女孩?

Nobody did.

Questions that run through my mind will somehow or perhaps, will never be answered.

I really want it to work. Do you?

My will and courage tells me I can handle this, but my heart tells me it's not just about me, it's about you too. You have too many stuff to face which I don't want to be a burden of you. I don't want to be because of me that all the things in your life goes haywire. I want a pure simple relationship that we let nature takes it course.

Of course now, I can't do anything except to sit back and relax and let nature takes its course.

If we are meant to be, we will be together...

Many a times, I see my clique having their girlfriends to tag along with us, or that I see their photos together.

My first though was, why can't I be like them?

Thinking again, it's not just about me. I have to compromise in a relationship, well besides love of course

It's all about giving and taking aka compromising...

Seeing their pictures makes me envy even more and thought of you even more.

Thinking about what bbff said, well he said this, " You look like a strong woman on the outside, tomboy and everything, but ultimately, you are still a woman, one who requires love and attention, one who is fragile at heart. If he doesn't appreciate you, then it's his lost not yours for you deserve to be cherished and lavished upon. You are that kind that doesn't need presents but just requires lots and lots of attention. You get jealous easily and you whine a lot. If someone wants you, he has to accept for who you are and not by the outer. You aren't bad looking just an average girl. You care for a lot of people and

they respect you in return. He is a fool not to take you back. If he doesn't don't forget there's an open door for T. Who knows what will happen? Scarly he is in love with you, you might not know, but he does seem to care for you more than anybody in the clique. But trust me, if he didn't take you back, seriously, it's his loss."

I want to cry at this confession.

I mean like who will ever think Michelle is a fragile girl? Everybody thinks I'm oblivious to everything but I'm not.

I just grew more introvert over the years.

This blog is my only way to say out what I really think and feel. It lets me say whatever I want.

I so want to shout out loud that I am still very much in love with you and sue me or come fight with me if you disapprove.

If those people who thinks you are a jerk for breaking up with me, they do not know anything about us.

They do not know what I have been through and they will never will. Self absorbed people aren't all that great.

Over the days the tears I shed, the hours I spent thinking are worth it.

Waiting and waiting are worth it too. I gave my all and my heart to you and I don't even want it back.

If people asked me, at least I can say I have tried my best but it didn't go well.

Have I ever loved someone that I am willing to lay down my pride and have the thought of being together with him forever? Nope and you are the FIRST.

What can I say? Thats me! And if you have a problem, come sue me.

Note: I really do not wish you to read it and start your thinking again. Please no, I do not want to cause any more trouble and be your burden.

♥SWAK

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