I guess nobody understand how I feel. Everybody thinks I got over it. But no, I didn't. How did I survive throughout that whole period, nobody knows. BBFF didnt let me sink in further than expected. My life ain't that happening. It's just naturally I am born scared of the most tiniest weeny little thing and so I am also so sensitive about that.
The people whom you were once closed to never listened to you anymore but I did. The people whom I trusted, aren't that trustable already.
Now, I only trust my cousins... I really love my cousins. Just when I am down deep in the deep blue ocean, they wore their diving suit to save me. They brought me to the next level of my life to club. I wouldn't say I'm hooked. I would't say I don't like it. I will just say A BIG FAT THANK YOU TO YOU. This is the first time I ever feel so at home and I really appreciate it guys. I just wished that you were really my brother cos I want to share problems with an elder brother.
Hmmm... Pool/blillard? Heheheheh, I try to hone my skills kay? I want to at least perform well and maybe thrash you/ pose a threat to you. Heheheheheheheh...
P.S Are you ready to face up to your feelings? Guess not...