Monday, June 27, 2011
Please watch the MV and take notice of the lyrics. They are really what I meant to say to you. I really dun wanna regret doing what I am happy with.
Going through this all over again, it's painful but I am trying to stay strong to move on. I wanna wait but how long can I wait for?
For someone like me, it's far beyond hope.
I think I need a fling to get it off me. Or else I will meltdown somehow.
It's painful to love someone but yet, seeing the joy of that loved one is such a comforting scene. Like all hard work has been paid off...
I'm back to square one, to the days where I start tearing at night couldn't sleep till weariness washed over me.
I totally need a drink but I'm not that alcoholic, meant to be a comforting sentence.
But it's not.
I want to take it off my mind, but I can't. saying out to two people whom I am really not close to help me lessen the burden.
My mouth is itching to tell my parents, " I dun care if you accept the relationship or not, I have a boyfriend." But no, it doesn't happen that way. If I could, I would just say, even if my mum disagree, I dun really give a damned anymore, I'm freaking an adult for god's sake.
I want to scream each and every vulgarity obscenity I know of, but no I am gonna tolerate that. That is how sick in the mind I am.
Do you even care I'm like that?
No I guess not.
I want to get myself washed up by the sea and up to the shore for some waking up.
This is how ridiculous I sound and feel and think right now.
I am not in the right sense of mind typing this but I dun fucking care already.
It is so suffering and painful to go through 3 times yet the tension just build as each time goes. The pain just get more painful, more agony, the love just get higher and higher.
Seriously, what mess have I gotten myself into?
What have I done to myself?
Feeling so so so empty and there's no tears for me to cry out. The burden lessen but how about the love and pain? It just builds like a ripping wave.
All my sentences ended with a not, guess it ain't all gonna happen.
And at last every sense every tension in my body has been gotten rid of...
Watch the MV or even if you dun want, read the lyrics...
老实讲 - 罗志祥
爱你却从不讲
幸福的致命伤
Going through this all over again, it's painful but I am trying to stay strong to move on. I wanna wait but how long can I wait for?
For someone like me, it's far beyond hope.
I think I need a fling to get it off me. Or else I will meltdown somehow.
It's painful to love someone but yet, seeing the joy of that loved one is such a comforting scene. Like all hard work has been paid off...
I'm back to square one, to the days where I start tearing at night couldn't sleep till weariness washed over me.
I totally need a drink but I'm not that alcoholic, meant to be a comforting sentence.
But it's not.
I want to take it off my mind, but I can't. saying out to two people whom I am really not close to help me lessen the burden.
My mouth is itching to tell my parents, " I dun care if you accept the relationship or not, I have a boyfriend." But no, it doesn't happen that way. If I could, I would just say, even if my mum disagree, I dun really give a damned anymore, I'm freaking an adult for god's sake.
I want to scream each and every vulgarity obscenity I know of, but no I am gonna tolerate that. That is how sick in the mind I am.
Do you even care I'm like that?
No I guess not.
I want to get myself washed up by the sea and up to the shore for some waking up.
This is how ridiculous I sound and feel and think right now.
I am not in the right sense of mind typing this but I dun fucking care already.
It is so suffering and painful to go through 3 times yet the tension just build as each time goes. The pain just get more painful, more agony, the love just get higher and higher.
Seriously, what mess have I gotten myself into?
What have I done to myself?
Feeling so so so empty and there's no tears for me to cry out. The burden lessen but how about the love and pain? It just builds like a ripping wave.
All my sentences ended with a not, guess it ain't all gonna happen.
And at last every sense every tension in my body has been gotten rid of...
Watch the MV or even if you dun want, read the lyrics...
老实讲 - 罗志祥
爱你却从不讲
幸福的致命伤
♥SWAK
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