I have typed and backspaced many times. There are just some feelings I don't want to share it here. I rather I suffer myself.
Maybe both of us have changed for the better, I don't know. But change is good. It tests others whether they can accept the new you. Unfortunately, I can't. Sigh... Prove to me what I'm waiting for is what I really anticipated. Prove to me that you're worth it.
Zheng Xu, I'm not desperate. It's just I can't forget what happened during that whole 1 year. Thinking of it makes me go one corner to emo and draw circles. No matter how much I tried to cover it, like to occupy myself to stop thinking, well, the past will still haunts me. I will never say I'm prefect, and my flaws are more than you can ever imagine. So sorry that we always have to talk about this. Sorry.
Gotta buck up and score for the exams. I already scored 2 Cs hopefully, I can maintain my Bs...
Just a thought, will my every post be just memories? I guess no action will ever be taken...