I'm thinking of something else other than studies. Argh! Better focus on FM first. Perhaps I shouldn't have let go of your hand in the first place. Maybe I should have held it firmly tight. Girls like us, aren't worth it. Asking a few people this question today,"Am I ugly/unattractive?" Everybody's answer to me was no. Asking myself this, "Do I care for looks or character?" From the bottom of my heart, I truly care for the character and looks are secondary to me.