I'm not gonna lie to myself thinking that there's a chance. I'm not just gonna sit down there and do nothing. I keep thinking that there was hope, but it's just my wishful thinking and it will never happen ever again. It's high time I really shift my attention to something/someone else.
Having to ask such questions like, "Why didn't we take all those photos like any other people at that time?" or "Why didn't I just come clean with my parents at that point of time?". I really regret it. But sadly to say, it's no longer the gist of the problem already. Now I am happy with what I have in my hands.
Jealousy do kill a lot. No matter what happens, I will still love you for you were already part of me and my life.