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Monday, August 1, 2011

Whoa. This is totally unexpected.
After reading kok keong's blog, I cried. 
I really dunno what made me cried but when I see the change in him, I feel happy.
We weren't always on talking terms but I care for you like my younger brother. I just feel that sometimes, we understand each other and well, we advise each other too, don't we?
We exchange our views and I am really glad to have a really awesome bff like you.


I actually started to believe that he treats everybody like that. 
Perhaps I'm nothing already, what's left is only an empty shell. 
I really want to believe in keong's words but I find that the path is just getting longer and longer.
No matter how emo shit I am, he kinda bring me out of my shell to see the sun, but once I see that it's only my wishful thinking, I straightaway get jealous and went back into my shell. 
The main point is 我一厢情愿，and allowed him the access to my heart, only to know that he is visiting in the position of a visitor.
Maybe you won't understand what I am saying but I really hope one day, it's all or nothing, freed or tied down.


Looking at the photos of my friends, looking at how my sisters met their husbands before they got married to the time, my brother-in-laws proposed, I'm really envious. 
I'm envious that with one shot with love, they found their Mr. Rights. I remembered I was the bridesmaid for second sis and when the groom came to fetch the bride, we asked him to recount how he met jie and to their dating days, to how he proposed to her. 
It was damn damn lovely romantic. 
Amazing, isn't it?
And my second sis is happily married and followed by little Irvin's birth.
I'm really happy for them.


Sigh, I let my heart rule my emotions instead of my head.
I think I can give up everything for the guy too.
I suppose I'm weird barh. 


Note: When will it be my turn at love? 
Note 2: Gang, you bound to know who is this handsome fit guy right?
Can you imagine I like this guy before for quite a fair bit of time?
His dimple like cute only.
But he can never be compared with my guy. Serious from the bottom of my heart. If nobody believes then nevermind...