Sunday, October 9, 2011
It's kinda surprising that I would be talking to Dylan. We've not been talking since we graduated.
Idk why I confided in him about my insecuritiness about being who I am around my poly friends as well as certain sec sch close mates.
Maybe it's because I'm afraid of how they see me.
I'm afraid of being said on. But nonetheless, what Dylan said was true. I still have to get on with life and get used to it.
Just imagine that he remembered me as the crazy girl who loves to try every little thing.
But now? Not so much... he gave me the sad face and many other emo faces on whatsapp and I feel like somehow or rather, he felt the change in me too.
Hmmm...
Is my change for the good or for the worse in this perspective?
I really dunno.
All I know is, the more I hang out with the people I dun have to be two faced to, the livelier I get.
Everyone made mistakes, is just whether you made an effort to change. If you don't change, then I have nothing else to say to you. This sentence goes out to a particular person. Doubt she will read it also. But in any case, she reads it, hope it gets into her mind.
Well, I'm not gonna mention names ard here for privacy purposes as my blog is more frequently read by my friends, but just dun think so much because it may not be you.
You being bitchy and self centred-ness has made me change my impression of you. The more I see what you have to say, the more I dislike you. The world has changed sides.
♥SWAK
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