Monday, January 9, 2012
I wanted to tell her I mind that how my boyfriend thought about us. I don't care how other people think but if he isn't ready, I won't be too. I don't want to come to a point where I only care about my own feelings and things turn out awry. I care for you much more than what you think but I'm not good at expressing it, i know this bad part of me.I don't want to rush things through, I just want it to come as naturally as it can...
So far this year, I made good progress in everything I do except school.
Not that I hate school but I'm just not fit for studying, or I should say i'm not student material. I know myself best. I'm the play hard study soft. Oops, haha, I meant play hard but not when it comes to studying.
I used to be the brighter one in the family but after so long, it's kinda tired that expectations are high for me. I'm really tired of the life I'm having. I just wanna take a break, do whatever I want then see how again. Machiam like a leap year for those caucasians who took a year off studies that kind. But no, I left with a year before I graduate, and I have to endure it. Oh sighhhh...
Yawning away on my table...
Just wondering about the future... Heart fluttering...
♥SWAK
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