Such a long hiatus since my last post. But today? It isn't meant to be a happy post. After talking to you today, I wanted to ask you when will you tell your mum that you have a girlfriend but I held back knowing you didn't like me asking. Thinking about it, we've been together for so long, I just want our relationship to be an open one. One where both you and I don't have to hide anything from our parents. Whenever you rejected me to go out, I always felt a heart pang there. I know we have our own lives to live and our internship and final year project now, it's restricted but at least if you allocated a day out for me each week or ask me out just for a simple dinner, I'm easily contented. I don't have to meet you everyday. I just want a day for you to spend it with me. If you really mind that I said all these today, I'm sorry. Really sorry. Mian ne! It wasn't meant to hurt your feelings... It's just a post about how I feel. I know I'm being a whiny girlfriend here but it's what I really feel. Mushy stuff that I said to you earlier like you are my first love, they were genuine. I never lied about it. I miss you so so so much... Never before I felt like this for a guy and you are the first.
Naega Saranghae nan namja chingu! Jinjja man eun! <3