Sunday, July 6, 2014
I have enough on my plate.
It is hard that I don't get to see my boyfriend much and only once a week.
I feel lonely because I want more but I can't ask for it.
There you go asking me this and that.
Asking me to go brunch/dinner with you on a weekend.
FYI, I only get to see my boy on the weekend.
Enough that you are insensitive towards me (you've been asking me questions about how I feel about marriage and how Lionel and me are going to go along), I already burst at you once but apparently you don't get my hint.
It's not I don't see a future in Lionel and me, but I do.
It's just not the time to think.
You kept asking and asking until recently, I have been ignoring some of your texts.
I know that you have feelings for me and I don't want to create false hope for you.
I tried using Yinghao as a shield but it only rebounded me back.
You admitted that you tried to woo me and told me you've been treating me like your possible girl.
I told you I have never treated you any different from the past and that is true.
To ignore your a friend's text is still okay.
Lionel will totally flip if I don't respond because he is my boyfriend and he has the right to.
You don't. But inside your heart, you behave like a jealous boyfriend and get blackfaced at me even though you know you don't have the right to.
You said nevermind but you know what?
You mind a lot.
For the record, I hate it when friends give me attitude because of my absence.
It's not like you are my loved ones or relatives.
And to think that Yinghao asked me to appreciate your gestures more often.
Well, diu that man.
First of all, I have no feelings towards besides a good friend.
Do you think I would give up my 5 years worth of love for you?
No. Lionel is special. He is and will always be.
So screw your thinking and get off my back.
I can and will if you make me to.
Secondly, don't make me prove what Amanda said was right when she broke up with you.
From liking me to liking Amanda and now back to me?
What the fuck is this warped logic?
Lastly, this will be my last warning.
Treat me like what a friend should do, or our friendship is over like how you and Amanda are.
Totally strangers...
P.S Lionel is everything to me, so just give it up.
P.P.S I doubt I ever want to go out alone with you ever again.
It is hard that I don't get to see my boyfriend much and only once a week.
I feel lonely because I want more but I can't ask for it.
There you go asking me this and that.
Asking me to go brunch/dinner with you on a weekend.
FYI, I only get to see my boy on the weekend.
Enough that you are insensitive towards me (you've been asking me questions about how I feel about marriage and how Lionel and me are going to go along), I already burst at you once but apparently you don't get my hint.
It's not I don't see a future in Lionel and me, but I do.
It's just not the time to think.
You kept asking and asking until recently, I have been ignoring some of your texts.
I know that you have feelings for me and I don't want to create false hope for you.
I tried using Yinghao as a shield but it only rebounded me back.
You admitted that you tried to woo me and told me you've been treating me like your possible girl.
I told you I have never treated you any different from the past and that is true.
To ignore your a friend's text is still okay.
Lionel will totally flip if I don't respond because he is my boyfriend and he has the right to.
You don't. But inside your heart, you behave like a jealous boyfriend and get blackfaced at me even though you know you don't have the right to.
You said nevermind but you know what?
You mind a lot.
For the record, I hate it when friends give me attitude because of my absence.
It's not like you are my loved ones or relatives.
And to think that Yinghao asked me to appreciate your gestures more often.
Well, diu that man.
First of all, I have no feelings towards besides a good friend.
Do you think I would give up my 5 years worth of love for you?
No. Lionel is special. He is and will always be.
So screw your thinking and get off my back.
I can and will if you make me to.
Secondly, don't make me prove what Amanda said was right when she broke up with you.
From liking me to liking Amanda and now back to me?
What the fuck is this warped logic?
Lastly, this will be my last warning.
Treat me like what a friend should do, or our friendship is over like how you and Amanda are.
Totally strangers...
P.S Lionel is everything to me, so just give it up.
P.P.S I doubt I ever want to go out alone with you ever again.
♥SWAK
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